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Monday, February 13, 2012

qutting.... winning???

done. no more. not taking that lamictal thing. so over it.
i have oodles of the side effects and im over it. id rather be numb and randomly cry then feel as awful and anxious and panicky as i have been. 3 anxiety attacks today- ALL BEFORE NOON. and ive been having more as i try to sleep. and then i just dont sleep. so here are ALL the possible side effects, and mine are highlighted. yes, ive had some of the other ones before taking it, but these have increased or are new

Does Lamictal Oral have side effects?
The following side effects are associated with Lamictal Oral:
Common side effects of Lamictal Oral:
Double VisionLess Severe
Blurred VisionLess Severe
Inflammation of the NoseLess Severe
Disorder of the Digestive SystemLess Severe
DrowsinessLess Severe
DizzyLess Severe
Head PainLess Severe
Chest PainLess Severe
Feel Like Throwing UpLess Severe
Throwing UpLess Severe

Infrequent side effects of Lamictal Oral:
Toxic Effect on Brain or Spinal Cord FunctionSevere
Mental ImpairmentSevere
Easily Angered or AnnoyedSevere
Problems with EyesightLess Severe
Involuntary Eye MovementLess Severe
Dry MouthLess Severe
IndigestionLess Severe
Painful PeriodsLess Severe
BackacheLess Severe
Low EnergyLess Severe
PainLess Severe
Weight LossLess Severe
DiarrheaLess Severe
Stomach CrampsLess Severe
InfectionLess Severe
Mood ChangesLess Severe

Rare side effects of Lamictal Oral:
Repeated Seizures with Unconsciousness Between EpisodesSevere
Multiple Organ FailureSevere
Meningitis Not Caused by an InfectionSevere
Erythema MultiformeSevere
Toxic Epidermal NecrolysisSevere
Stevens-Johnson SyndromeSevere
Lupus-Like SyndromeSevere
Voluntary Movement DifficultySevere
Small Reddish-Purplish Pin-Point Sized Spots on the SkinSevere
Periods of Not BreathingSevere
Giant HivesSevere
Allergic Reaction caused by a DrugSevere
Reaction due to an AllergySevere
Hemolytic AnemiaSevere
Constitutional Aplastic AnemiaSevere
Acquired Decrease of All Cells in the BloodSevere
Low Blood Counts due to Bone Marrow FailureSevere
Decreased Blood PlateletsSevere
Deficiency of Granulocytes a Type of White Blood CellSevere
Decreased White Blood CellsSevere
Decreased Neutrophils a Type of White Blood CellSevere
Increased Eosinophils in the BloodSevere
Blood DisorderSevere
Having Thoughts of SuicideSevere
Problem BehaviorLess Severe
Lazy EyeLess Severe
Sinus Irritation and CongestionLess Severe
ItchingLess Severe
Chronic Trouble SleepingLess Severe
Involuntary QuiveringLess Severe
Difficulty SpeakingLess Severe
Swollen Lymph NodesLess Severe
Numbness and TinglingLess Severe
Feeling Weak                                                                                                            Less Severe

do you think that's enough?! cheese and rice. i tried to ignore them but ive been worse since frieday and i cant deal with this shit anymore.
so im going to stop taking them and see what happens. oh the joys of being me...

other than that, i guess things are ok. i was supposed to see the new neurologist and i met with him for all of maybe 15 minutes. the entire time i was at the office i was running to the bathroom constantly... 2 1/2 freaking hours. omg. the pain... the... ugh. just terrible. i doubled my nausea meds and took immodium. 2 hours after i was ok. but cheese and rice. friday was just as bad... my sister and i went to the movies, then i ran to the bathroom. then she took me to jcp to use the bathroom. then she had to drop me off at target to use the bathroom. then my dad had to pick me up there, and then we stopped at a gas station and by the time we got home i was back in the bathroom and then right to bed. this erosive gastritis mixed with cushings and whatever else i have blows... literally.

but things are ok. ive got a song in my heart and a smile on my face. and everythings gonna be alright

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